Saturday, November 25, 2006
i am getting so excited!!!
no.not.over.e.exams.i.am.not.that.nerdy.
over my party!!!
the guest list's done,
the invitations are done,
the dress/suit are almost done,
food's confirmed,
dj and emcee's confirmed,
im so raring to go shopping for decorations, accesories, do my hair!, settle my make-up and photography, settle the layout, send out the invites, settle seating etc etc etc...
BUT.i.must.abstain.must.study.
by e way, just so that u guys dun FORGET (dun u dare) about my bdae list, i have hyperlinked it on top. click on the link that says prezzzieeeessss.
:)
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
the birthday list...part 1
just a little teeny weeny short break to let ya'll know what i want for my upcoming 21st bdae.. *innocent smile*
samsung SGH E-500
sony-DSC-T10
BOBBI BROWN make-up set OR 
M.A.C make-up set 
loads and loads of $$$ :) 
bling bling dress guess watch..
ESCADA perfumes.and many many many other stuff like a really nice wallet, THOUSANDS of clotheessssss, hundreds of shoes incl some adidasss, and millions and millions of accessories like earrings, bracelets, necklaces, hairbands, rings, BAGS, etc etc.
sigh im getting delirious....
okies that's ALL.
thanks in advance...
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
right now its 5. 26 am and im in school. since 11am yesterday.
central library, level 6, discussion room 7 to be precise..
but its fun lar, hahaha..we're all going crazy here.
we're all = daljit, mian and me.
staaaaaaats is making me craaaaziiieeeeeee..
hahaha here's to red bulls, cranberries, ghost stories, paired-toilet breaks, adobe reader, powerpoint, squeezing formulas and dry contact lens.
here's to the bloody exams. :)
today is also my sweetheart's birthday. yes i know i rarely mention him in affectionate terms these days, must be the early morning Nus
you've been nothing but THERE for me. though i know i irritate u to the core, and bully u all the time, and meet u less than 5 times a month, and disappear when exams come. u've always been there. for that, i will never be able to express just how thankful i am.
for your late-night talks,
for your assurances that i will do well though its not humanely not possible,
for your silly jokes,
for your "practical" advises,
for your shopping-accompanianment,
for your love, care and concern,
for your support,
for your helping hand,
for not restricting me,
for trusting me,
for still letting me be me,
for not being anal,
for understanding when i just need to be left alone,
for knowing when i need u by my side,
for saying the right things,
for saying the wrong things and realising it in time,
for your nagging.
for everything,
i love you so much. thanks for the past 3 and a half years. *muaaaaah*
allllriteeeee. im going to concuss. till the first bus comes. yaaaawn.
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Monday, November 13, 2006
hmmmm...maybe it'd be better if i didn't know.
this is really the worst possible time for everything to be happening. i can only imagine what it'd be like to go through everything.
maybe this is reall not the right time to tell.
ah the curse of friendship.
on a brighter note. i have more taggers! woohooooo...cindy i mish ya toooo...meet up soon kies? so sorrie i missed julz dinner on sun nite. :(
i miss grey's anatomy. ...
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Friday, November 10, 2006
a new skin for a crappy season of studying.
woohoo new skin! i love!
new comment thingee too. tag n comment pls!
alrite. i have no more excuse left to put off studyin..
Rosner, here i come babiieeeee..
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
ahhhhhhh where did the time go to?? do i really only have 3 weeks left to learn what ive been learning for the past 3 mths?NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
sigh. im just frustrated. maybe i really do have too much on my plate. how do they expect me to do everything at once? im only human! i cant do it all and STILL find time to study. i cant keep sacrificing my evenings for meetings/tasting-sessions/discussions. i need to study! rgh!
yes i know, its for ME. the fuss is all for ME. and prob its ME who's making it a bigger fuss. but as the date looms nearer and nearer i'm beginnin to bother less. i mean why? why bother when most of my closest friends cant make it. why bother when even those who are comin cant seem to be bothered. why bother when although THEY SAY im doing it the way i want to, they're not really letting me.
i went into it, thinking i can create my very own ideas, my thoughts. but now, what's e use of being involved in everything when my ideas are shot down one by one. then why do i still fucking bother?
they're just gonna make it into their thing anyway, then the least i can do is back out. back out and at least i can be suprised on what is suppoesd to be a once-in-a-lifetime affair. but sth is still holding me back. sth nagging. sth saying "its gonna be screwed-up if u leave it to them to do".
so do i let them do it, with the 50% chance i'll be suprised pleasantly and 50% chance it will be screwed-up?
or do i go into it, head-on, have no element of suprise, no element of excitement, but at least i'll be assured it'd turn out ok?
ARGH. GOT.TO.STUDY.
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Friday, November 03, 2006
i am a happy girl today.
finally had some form of "reunion" with 2 groups of people i totally adore.
the nerds and ebie peeps.
i am a happy girl today.
:)
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