Saturday, January 28, 2006
ANBUSELVAN IPS + GAJINI = MY MAN.sigh so handsome. so macho. his hair=so stylo. i love e way he's so full of confidencce....sigh..
basically talking abt an actor, and no jo, its not sharukh khan, tho he too, is oh so hot.
these 2 can light my fire anytime...sigh..
happy manjan new yr alll ya manjens!! hope u have a gong xi -faing- cai time. n remember to invite me to ya houses so i can collect $$$$. wahwahehaehhe.
hmhmhmhmhmhmhmhhmmmmmm how nice it is to have matching accesories for every single thing u own.
jus a tot.
matching cars wld be nice toooo..
how nice it wld be, to work, earn enuf to spend heartily n save, return home to a beauuutiful place done up wif ur heart n loved ones, spend e nite lazin ard, doing thngs u like, smiling laughing, loving, n have a nice life.
just another tot..
how nice it wld be, to be happy wif how u look, no matter how imperfect, to be satisfied with ur life, no matter how hard.
another random tot
i want to melt yr cold stone heart, i want to be in yr dreams, i want to be the object of yr search, i want u to think of me day and night, i want to be yr memoir, i want u not to sleep cuz of me. i want anbuselvan IPS.
sorrie cldnt help it. he's just so hot. and its sucha a turn on, for such a macho guy to fall in love, so damn hot. its like, "noone can make me soft" and BANG "WOW she's the one i wanna spend e rest of my life with" such an honour if i can be tt girl. siggh....
WHY IS VIK SUCH A NICE, NOT SUPER MACHO GUY.
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
HOLA -IM BACK!
ok FIRST of all, its real hard being a nerd. sigh...
tryin so hard so damn hard to study hard and keep abreast of my school work, but its just so much! im trying im trying i hope i dun faint tryin..
this sem, seems like im getting more tired from studying rather than working. work is like heaven, a break from biochem, genetics, political science, geog and anatomy.
well that's good rite?
anwiei its gonna be a boring year. aint gonna club till mid sem break. so ya. am gonna go m'sia during e weekend AFTER cny for my cuzin's weddin there. looking forward to that. need a break desperately. gonna work like crap this comin weekend cuz of cny. kinda lookin forward to that cuz there's lotsa money to be made.
have a performance in may. dance. reralli seriously not lookin forward to it. not sure why. not excited abt it like i was for my other, even smaller performancces. i just feel, that, its not worth it. cuz we're being cheated and manipulated, almost, for that one's personal gain. sick of all this boot/but/sari-lickin.i yearn for fresh air. time for a change.
i just feel so exhausted of life. and im not even 21! (yet).
oh wells haf to go bury my head in notes. i shd start getting used to it..
oh how i miss my vodka now.
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
well im back...wahahahahaha...well im so lazy to blog la. soooooooo many things haf happened, some bad, mostly good...
well 2006 is here...the year i turn 21!!!!!
im so excited! 21!!!! i cant believe it tho...cuz i kind of just turned 20. hahahaha. speaking of which, my bdae went perfectly, loved all the presents, the suprises, the cakes, the people, the love, the hugs, the kisses, clubbing at momo, the exceptions that took place for that dae, the much much happiness..was all bliss..had a great 20th bdae, with the people who truly matter...
been clubbing lots lately..but gotta stop soon...uni's starting again and im determined to study hard..need to do well to make up for the tremendous horrible shit taht i did in sem1.. so yes, NO MORE CLUBBING (after the 14th wif e guys, to MOS. hahahahaha)
aniweis, ive made many resolutions for this yr, some of which are ridiculous, like to stop clubbing... ( i said stop clubbing during sem, NOT THE WHOLE FREAKING YR...)
1. lose weight. not drastic. skinny bones sorta figure. but to, at least an acceptable...sort of ok person...maybe abt 5kg?
2. study super hard. need to bring up my super-cannot-believe-it CAP score...
3. START SAVING! my savings account has been going through a terrible drought for the past 20 yrs. but hopefully this yr will change, as ive settled my debts, and kind of settled down..so yes, SAVE!
4. get my license! its in e process...in e process...
5. find out who are my true frens...something that i've been trying to do for a long time..its not tt im bragging, but i have a knack for being socialable..but that has its ups n downs..ppl tend to make use of u for yr contacts, for others, for themselves, for making THEMSELVES more socialable...yes, its time i make frens who like me FOR ME, and not for my frens, others that i mite know, or good things that mite come out for them.
frankly, im sick of tt..unless of course, i offer to do stuff for u, then its fine...
6. sort of a continuation of 5, get in touch with my old frens...have been making the first step...so lets see where this goes..
7. treasure my family..ive neglected them too much these few months cuz of work studies and partying..time to give them my time. my mum, my dad, sisters, niece, BIL, grandma, aunts, uncles, cuzins..everyone. i loveeeeee em!
8. be nicer to vik..he deserves it for being such a sweetie pie to me, dear i promise, i will try to give in to u more! hahahaha, till then, u can continue giving in to me.. *MUACKX!* HEHEHEHE
well that's it folks...till next time, adios!
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