Wednesday, January 25, 2006
HOLA -IM BACK!
ok FIRST of all, its real hard being a nerd. sigh...
tryin so hard so damn hard to study hard and keep abreast of my school work, but its just so much! im trying im trying i hope i dun faint tryin..
this sem, seems like im getting more tired from studying rather than working. work is like heaven, a break from biochem, genetics, political science, geog and anatomy.
well that's good rite?
anwiei its gonna be a boring year. aint gonna club till mid sem break. so ya. am gonna go m'sia during e weekend AFTER cny for my cuzin's weddin there. looking forward to that. need a break desperately. gonna work like crap this comin weekend cuz of cny. kinda lookin forward to that cuz there's lotsa money to be made.
have a performance in may. dance. reralli seriously not lookin forward to it. not sure why. not excited abt it like i was for my other, even smaller performancces. i just feel, that, its not worth it. cuz we're being cheated and manipulated, almost, for that one's personal gain. sick of all this boot/but/sari-lickin.i yearn for fresh air. time for a change.
i just feel so exhausted of life. and im not even 21! (yet).
oh wells haf to go bury my head in notes. i shd start getting used to it..
oh how i miss my vodka now.
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