Thursday, July 12, 2007
i've been thinking alot lately...yes blame it on the insanely free amount of DAY time i have which i spend reading chick-read books..where the girl gets her dream guy at the end blablabla..
ANYWAYS, i digress...as i said, i have been thinking...
hmm now i dun really know how to relate what i've been thinking.
great.
pfff. k here goes...
ok i just DELETE-DELETE-DELETED a whole chunk of what i wrote. it just sounds so wrong when its not floating in my brain.
sigh. i think i'll just go mad if i'm left to myself..
speaking of which....
actually the next part has got nothing to do with the previous..i just like the phrase "speaking of which"..dun ask me why, i do not know.
don't u guys just hate it when u go somewhere, expecting a good time, and just end-up feeling so left out cuz of sth stupid like the fact that you're the only student/only poor-one/only one who doesn't drive/only one who doesnt have 4 houses/only one who studied in a local U (SINCE WHEN WAS THAT A BAD THING) ???
this happened to me and another poor friend just recently..it was really frustratiing for me as i thought i would be having a nice evening out, at some quaint cafe chatting with 2 of the closest ppl i know...in the end i end up at a noisy bar, where i am so inappropriately dressed that i alr feel un-welcomed, where the topics just fly past my head, where everbody introduces themselves to each other followed by a name card (i half wondered if i should photocopy my matric card and hand it out) and where nobody bothered to talk to u if u weren't earning. . (that was meant to signify fullstop)
it was even more irritating as the "friends" i had gone there with were completely ignoring me! i mean yes, i sound like a whiny spoilt brat, but why ask me out if u're just gonna leave me in a corner and socialise with your own other friends who think of themselves as big arse-shots to even smile at me?
i mean one of them was not too bad as he kept checking back to ensure if i was bored/lonely/sucidal but the other..sigh...
maybe talked to me about 3 sentences through-out the nighht?
ok im sick of whininggggggggggggggg...
aniweis so here's the lesson : DUN ASK FRIENDS OUT IF YOU'RE GONNA BE WITH YOUR OWN FRIENDS WHO HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH THE PRIOR-MENTIONED FRIEND AND IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA SPEND TIME WITH THAT PRIOR-MENTIONED FRIEND.
ok niteeee...
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