Monday, June 12, 2006
so why is it that some ppl move on so easily while others cant, when e truth is facing them so blatantly?and why is it that some messengers get to be stuck in between, filling the guilt and the pressure of keepin secrets between 2 equally good frends?
and why is it tt such supposed good friends give u 2 diff versions of what's happenin between them that u just dunno who to trust?
sigh, i just wish i could blow a whistle, give them both a red card and ask them both to get off e pitch and MOVE.ON.
aniiiiiweis i just had a 2.5 hour LONG chat with malz. and we were talkin abt things ranging all e way from celebrity gossip to bitchy psycho ex-gf's to temple stuff.
we only hung up cuz i had to peeeeeee.
i love u girl! thanks for being my gossip mate yar, seeing tt my bf has such wonderful talent in tt area. lol.
so sundae was umaka's bdae..went over to her place to suprise her at midnite..i think she deserves it cuz she's been so down lately due to some probs..hmm..i really think i will not get married so early like her..though my BIL is a great guy and a wonderful father, i just think marriage at such a young age takes a great toll, both mentally and financially..i need to be really secure, in my job, my bank account, and my mental state of mind to take such a great leap..
and that;s just me..wad abt my partner? he also needs to be comfortable in his own skin and able to support himself and MY PRESENTS..wheeee..
[btw im no high-maintainence girl okies va..i prefer to pay my own stuff, be independant and only expect presents on my birthdae..(im allowed tt one indulgence!)]
OKIES ENUF OF SERIOUS STUFF..
so ive given up hope on findin a job..there;s only a month or so left till sch starts (actually 2)..but noone wants to employ anyone who cant commit at least 3 mths..and it more flexivle workin at ebie aniweis..work abt 3-4 days a week, teach tution and i can get abt 700+ to about 800 bucks..its not much i know..but its enuf to pay all my bills, class fees, transport etc with just nice left over for savings and everydae expense..the only sad this is its e GSS now and i cant even buy stuff on sale. sobsob. well its vokay, GSS is annual..
THANK GOD FOR THAT.
okies im gg to call malz again..lol..byeeeeeeeeeeee
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