Friday, September 17, 2004
finally..i feel like i have time to do sth else rather than rush.yes finalllllly. prelims are over. phew. but strangely, i dun feel tt huge sense of relief i usually feel when e tutor said "ok time's up, put yr pens down" at e end of e paper todae..instead i felt, worried..thinking, i'd reali haf to start crammin big time for e As if i wanna make it to e U, if i wanna make it ANYWHERE..and then i started plannin my study schedule in my mind n plannin how many hrs of sleep i can spare a nite.yes.As reali make u do weird stuff. aniwei then i snapped back to "reality" or actually, wad i was making to be reality, and told myself NOT to bother abt As for e next 3 daes..well not till mondae aniweiz, when i get back my papers.
a short, ignorant bliss weekend is betta than nothing. :P
hmm it feels kinda weird not studying. shall relish it. or at least try to.
i actually want to go on and on abt my niece but its ok.brag too much not good also.
watched e movie THE GHOST todae wif wood n joey..frankly e movie was rather scary..but not so scary tt i'd remember it after a few weeks..wad's scarier is wood screamin into my ears. :O ahahaha..
got so many things to do tmrw..gotta go get last min supplies for e carnival, go down to e carnival n drop them off, meet some frens, go back to e carnival for my duty then go down to marina for dinner..sigh
oh yes.wad carnival? well im actually involved wif this volunteer project called prjt akriti..it involves gg down to india during e mth of DEC and helping ex-prostitutes and/or dotters of prostitutes in Kolkata regain back normal life by activites such as non-formal education, counselling, creating of thematic classrooms etc etc..its sth i always wanted to do..and since im finally free from school by then, tot of giving my bit back to this society..well aniwei, this carnival is to raise funds for e trip as we need to buy for them clothes,computers,classroom facilities etc etc..its at Singapore River, near the OUB building..so if u guys do have time..pls come by n support ya?
hmm well, i'll be leaving on e 8th of Dec n onli returnin on my BIRTHDAE, the 28th of december..so pls, get ready yr presents ok? once im back, can give me. :)
im kinda excited for prom.hahah tho As haven even started yet..i juz cant wait..its at the Grand Copthorne Hotel..on the 3rd of december..yay..and i reali oh so do miss clubbing very very much..was plannin to go this weekend, but got too many things to do, too many places to go..
am DEFINITELY gg to go after As, and DEFINITELY after my prom, and as many times as possible before the india trip..maybe i'd sneak one time in before my As.haha. eh ive kept my promise tt i wun go clubbin till after my prelims ok!! oh wait, was tt after prelims or As? haha wadeva it is, ive been a very good girl this yr ok..never came home past 1230, tell my mum whereva i go, no clubbin at ALL (SOB), no late nite parties, no alcohol (ok fine..there was..BUT NOT TILL I GOT DRUNK! juz a few bottles kkkk) and ive been listenin to my mummy more ok!
argh wad happened to me. ah well its ok, im proud of myself! muz set good example to Navina wad! hahahaha..hmm i think, if i do well for prelims (meaning more than Fs, Os, Es and Ds) i will treat myself. im not sure to wad..shd it beee...clubbing? intense shopping? overnite marathon movie watching?haven done tt in a while...) well..shall not get too excited..i haf a feelin i will not "qualify" to treat myself. argh.
hmm ok la..im gg to go offfff..and RELAX. something i haven done in a long time..watch some tv...yak on e phone..maybe even..GASP..sleep earli...woohooo i juz CANT wait till this relaxing thing becomes a permanent thing in my life..NOV 25TH..here i come...
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