Saturday, June 19, 2004
hmm..juz came back..met sunitha, hema, vj and naz juz now..to "celebrate" naz's bdae..it wasnt much of a celebration..the 3 of us minus naz met earlier to go get her prez then naz came..we gave the prez plus a card to her..hugged her n wished her..then we went to eat.bleagh.rite? sighz.felt so weird...hmm well it was mostly hema n vj toking to each other n then me nair n naz toking to each other..heh..but we let them be..cuz hema's gg to leave fer tazmania soon..so let e best frens spend as much time togetha as posb i guess..the outing was pretty orite la..sighz..quite sianz..like..hmm..the chemistry is gone..well cept wif me n nair i guess..sighz...
then i met him fer juz a bit then he had to go off fer some family function n here i am back home..bleagh.need to go mug later.sigh.hopefully all e mugging pays off.
everyone's juz gg off somewhere..hema's gg tazmania, vj's gg to e states, nair, naz, jo, hua all gg NUS..gracia, meena, thash all gg ntu..plus lots of my other frens..pearl wld most prob go overseas if her appeal doesnt get thru..sigh..i juz hope i'll be able to make it to a U..local U..dun haf money to fly elsewhere..less im sponsered..heh..
gettin real freaked abt the future now..its juz so near..i mean, after the As..its kinda like decidin wad ure gonna do fer e rest of yr life..its a rude wake up call from yrs of kiddin ard..i juz realised todae..well not juz todae..but recently..how fast time flies..reali..i feel as if im still in sec school..its juz hard to accept that soon we'll be out there..in the U (hopefully) n then we'll enter e work field..friends will start gettin married etc etc..ahr..i onli haf one yr of my teenhood left! arggh!
i dunno if im ready fer such responsibility.sighz.
on one hand, i reali wanna move on from this uniform-clad, school rules, pre-u life..and move on.anywhere.i juz feel as if im stuck in a rut..fer 3 damn yrs..and i reali reali wanna get to e next stage of my life..but im juz quite aprehensive abt wad's waiting fer me out there..am i ready to handle it? i dunno..i guess i never will till i actually START handling such responsibility.argh.
well enuf of serious talk.bleagh.
saw a pretty pink dress at Zara! woo i reali love it.its kinda retro yet spunky n nice..its a tube dress..knee-length n checkered..i reali love it..gonna get it soon..cuzin's bdae party comin up..but it costs 59.90 and im so scared that by e time i scrimp n save fer it, it'd be gone.NOOOOO.so muz start saving now!
sigh.the stupid real player is taking so long to download.and my contacts are hurting my eyes.
i cant wait to get back to sch.no, seriously.not as if im DYING to go write ma exams.i juz mean school.i think, once term3 starts, everything's gonna go real fast and soon it'd be over..that's why i cant wait! hmm as scary as it seems, i guess the sooner the better eh..yup.juz cant wait.onli 5 mths n 6 daes more to e END of my A's.
woah.
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