Monday, April 19, 2004
sigh.well, am pretty ok now i guess.a fren of mine told me certain things that made me see stuff in a diff light.heh.thanks.u know who u are.yup. :)well, sch was quite hilarious todae.cuz daljit, well..erm..experimented wif toothpaste n tt resulted in some reali hilarious situation..ahaha..ah well gurl, dun worrie, im sure it'd get betta soon..
and joey is botak! hahaa well not totally botak but NSmen hair-style.he looks like a lil boy jail convict..hahahaha..so funny! i misss his bootiful hair! well, seems he did it fer rugby, but i dun see ALL e rugby guys wif such short hair..siggz..ah well, this hairstyle is damn nice to touch..like some soft toy..hahaha..was tellin him that he shd charge ppl fer touchin his head.. "5 bucks to touch me" HAHA.
hmm, well i cut ma hair.bwaha.its real short now, like till ma shoulders.EVERYONE says i look small gurl now.so sad.i'll prob be asked fer ID even if i wanna buy jolly shandy.can onli buy milk.sigh.hahaha.but ah well, can look younger n erm, well, erm, look younger? bwahaha,
this week's gonna be ma last "free" week till the 8th of may.from next mondae onwards, i'll be havin rehearsals EVERY SINGLE DAY (except fer sundaes, but guess wad.ive got dance on sundaeS!ggrrr), till e play dates..which are may 7th n 8th.sighx.well, e onli reason im lookin forward to it is cuz its e END of it.sigh.
this yr's juz not e same as last yr's drama.last yr's was so enjoyable.everydae was so fun.we'd actually LOOK FORWARD fer reharsals.n have soooooo much fun.each rehearsal promised laughter, fun, gossip sessions, gettin to know each other betta n more laughter.
but now, its so mundane.rehearsals are juz abt rehearsals.we dun reali tok or know each other well enuf, we dun bond, we dun laff, we juz rehearse.its so, artghj,sucky.sigh.i tot id like drama life.maybe even aspire to be an actor.but i dunno, maybe wad i had last yr was cuz i was lucky.cuz all ma dearie frens were in drama n made it all e more enjoyable.maybe? im not sure.maybe its juz me.maybe im forcin myself to NOT enjoy drama.like as if to prove a point tt nothing can beat last yr's.maybe im juz livin in a memory, hopin to bring it back.sigh.i dunno.all i know is i cant wait fer MAY 8TH.
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