Saturday, November 29, 2003
ok well long time no blog..main reason being..i haf a fucked up computer..its a saturdae afternoon..at ma uncle's place..cuzin niran's place..leavin fer m'sia in a while..gg fer my late cuzin's funeral prayers there..been about a week since she passed on.. :\well ydae was a fucked up dae..i think i lost one of my long time frens..and i got shit up n down from my dance teacher..she threatened to take me out of e performance comin up n refused to give me my cert fer my exam till i can prove to her that i deserve it..well i danced crap ydae..wasn't in da mood after wad happened in da afternoon..
i aint gonna say names..but lets juz say this fren of mine..ive known her fer 6 years..tho we've been thru our own up n downs..we were always frens..well till a few mths ago..started drifting apart i guess..first i tot it was juz her exams..then..i realised maybe its juz me..she managed to be still as close to the others in our clique..i dunno..she didnt even acknowledge me when she saw me ydae..n to make things worse..she was embracing n huggin n squealing wif my other fren who came wif me..who is in da same school as her..sigh..i dunno..i juz felt like crying then..i think all she mustered was a "hello". maybe she blames me fer certain stuff..mainly regarding the credibility of her bf..but i was onli looking out for her..as a fren..dun want her to end up gettin hurt in da end..but i guess in da end..im e one gettin hurt..heh..well ya.. :(
so im off to m'sia..gg wif me uncle..aunt n niran..mum n dad r working..sangithah's got some camp and the rest of my aunt n uncles are all working..since i basically make lazin at home my occupation nowadays..tot i'd go down n pay my respects..esp since i ducked out gg to e funeral last week..
will be back tmrw tho..evenin..cuz niran hs to book in by 1030..first time im gg to be away from vik..heh..ya i know its onli one dae blablabla but im still gonna miss him..guess i gotta get used to this..he says he's gg to be out of town quite often cuz of his new work..this adventure camp thing..his frens n him set up a company sort of thing..he's like e instructor..told me that he's gg to be involved in it full swing..if he believes it will work out..then im gonna support him.. :) juz that i'll get to spend even less time wif him..even tho he's supposedly clearin leave now i rarely get to see him cuz he's always bz wif all this camp stuff..heh..there goes my 6 mths of waiting patiently fer him to start clearin leave huh? i think it'd be even worse after he ORDs..cuz he'd be fully involved in it..sigh..its ok..cant expect much..juz gotta be happy wif wad im gettin now.. :P
sigh im bored..niran's taking his shower so we cant leave yet..he's such an ass..i was told to come here at 1 exactly...and i did..fer once i was not late..its alreadi 1 41 and im still hereeeee..sigh..oh i heard a door slam upstairs..think e ass finally finished bathing..sigh..by e time he beautifies himself..dawn will break.. *yawn*
oh im starting work on thurs..finally..calculated..got abt 20 hrs of work this week..so that's 100 by this week..hopefully get to work more next week n all..lalala ok bored..going to go up n scream at hinm..see ya guys..
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