Wednesday, October 29, 2003
i wanna shout at the top of my lungsi juz found out there's no such thing as a real world...
haikx..ive decided..I NEEDA SAVE MONEY..lol..so im gonna go on a real diet these next weeks..i alreadi squandered most of my deepavali money..so i needa save that back first..alreadi halfway there..wheeee..then i needa save fer bdae presentts n all..SIGH.
i need a job.anyone got any recommendations? like waitressing or sth..i dun mind.seriously.help myself n my family..yup..mum has no more job alreadi..yeah.so i gotta help..her company's a shit head..they "let her go" like 2 days before deepavali. sigh i still cant believe anyone can be so argh..i mean..how's one supposed to enjoy like that? i know she was feeling real horrible abt it..
she told one of my aunties that she juz pretended to be happy on deepavali cuz of "the children". sigh.that broke my heart.as if she's not suffering enuf.her life's damn sad.which is why i dun wanna let her down as well.she's one of the main reason that im studying so hard n everyhing.she's e reason im still being a "good gurl" and not creating havoc.she's e reason i come back home everydae.i love my mummy.she's always been there for me..n tho i always complain that she's strict..she's been ALOT better nowadays..she's very open wif me..sigh..she didnt even scold me when she found out abt vik...todae sameeme was rushin readin this tamil book in da canteen as i was havin my lunch cuz stupid muthu wanted us to do book review(btw i skipped tamil cuz i didnt wanna do e book review..and in da end sammema skipped together wif me too..together wif half of tamil class..hahah)..and the book was abt the diff. types of wealth in one's life..and they said..mother's love is the most important and bestest love u can eva get..mothers are the only wealth that u cant earn back once u lose them..its true..u can always marry again..give birth to more children..earn more money..everything..but can u earn another mummy? i love my mummy..dont u love yrs? :)
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